Too many emotions.

I keep waking up and looking at my phone. I’m awaiting a text telling me that my friend Jen has passed. They put her on hospice yesterday. She was alert and talking when my friend Mel went to see her, but now she’s in that deep slumber that she will not awake from. They’re slowly increasing her meds.

Brings back so many memories of my parents. I’m honestly glad Jay died so suddenly and most likely very quickly, bc it’s so painful to see your loved ones linger.

I’m also glad my Mom didn’t have to live through his death. Losing a child is so unnatural. I keep thinking about Jen’s Mama. I know she’s devastated. She also lost her husband not long ago. 😞 I know Anthony is right there waiting on her.

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