House of Alcina

Well, I have more stability for one.

I’ve calmed down. I’m not tamed- I’m Rooted. There’s a big difference. I carry the same fire I always did, I just don’t let it burn my house down. I try to use it warm the people I love rather than burn people out with it. I guess in a way, stability IS my rebellion.

Based on a lot of the poor choices I made in my 20’s, I should be working in a bar somewhere, have a couple of kids with different Dads, be in some form of active addiction and living in poverty. Godless and lost.

But, God. I’m so thankful I stopped numbing myself so I can actually give and receive love in a healthy way.

All glory to God!! He saved a wretch like me!!!