We did a huge Sams Club run today. I finished ALL the Christmas shopping except the kid’s Teachers. Gary got to go with me since he’s working nights.

I haven’t stopped today and my sciatic nerve is feeling it! We also looked at a house. It’s an example of too much blank space.

Don’t get me wrong, it’s a beautiful home. But there was so much white and Farmhouse in every single room. Barn doors etc.. I just don’t see us in that house. The bedrooms were huge but it kind of felt like a giant box. I’d rather have a smaller space with more character. I dunno, it just wasn’t my style, but if you love country/farmhouse it’s a beautiful space.

I don’t really want to look anymore because I’m not ready. I think maybe by summer I’d like to start looking but I’m really happy where we are right now and moving sounds like hell. I’d have to be completely in love with a place for me to go anywhere right now and I do not want to have to completely redecorate a place. I told Gary to give it 5-6 months and we’ll see what’s out there. I think he wants me to jump onboard but I’m not ready. The kids are a half mile down the road from their school. We’re in a sweet spot right now.

Things will happen when it’s the right time. I trust that.

Anyway, I am exhausted tonight. I thought I’d feel a sense of relief getting my shopping finished, but now I’m thinking about having to wrap and mail everything. 🫣🫣🫣

Speaking of gifts… we got the NICEST Christmas tray with nuts, fruits and cheeses delivered, but there’s no name on it. We have no idea who they are from, but it was so thoughtful. Hopefully we’ll find out.

I’ve gotta get Alan’s gift in the mail, and send a few things off to friends. We didn’t even send Christmas cards this year. 🫠 My back stuff has really affected me, but in a weird way, it’s been a lot more relaxing this year. I don’t have anyone to cook for this year and we didn’t even attend Gary’s company party. I’m just enjoying being a homebody!! I know Gary’s working a lot but he will have 2 full weeks off and it will be so worth it. We initially thought it was a week but it’s 2!! We might even go grab a hotel somewhere and get away for a few days. Or we might just enjoy our Christmas toys and stay right here. No plans are the best plans sometimes!!

Merry Christmas, friends!! ❤️❤️❤️