I had a few days this past week that I was hurting so bad I couldnāt even function. Back pain is brutal and the healing is hard because it centralizes and gets worse before it gets better.
What I initially thought was a torn muscle in my leg has revealed itself to be sciatica thatās so severe it runs all the way to my foot. Itās been challenging to say the least. I couldnāt even walk for 2 days.
I tell you what⦠marry someone you can suffer with. Iām not kidding. Gary had to carry me to the bathroom for a few days, and carry me to the bathtub. I just sobbed while he bathed me and washed my hair because I was in so much pain. He had to dress me, and do everything for me for about 48 hrs. Totally helpless. Yesterday was better and today is a little better too. Itās baby steps.
So yeah.. life isnāt just the lovey dovey stuff. You need soneone who will hold you up when the ground gives out. Because love isnāt proven in the easy. Itās truly revealed in the suffering.
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